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Original Post Date: 2006-12-30 Time: 00:00:00 Posted By: Jan
Below, Robb Ellis, author of “Without Honour”, writes about his own personal experience. The accident he refers to is the one where he fell and broke his arm in many places, along with his jaw and various other things. His arm was shattered so badly that to this day he cannot use it and in order to try to maintain some semblance of sanity, his arm has a brace. He is in never-ending pain. He’s had stacks of operations on his arm in the UK. After the last one, they were busy picking out pieces of bone and just stopped. They told him there’s nothing they can do for him and he will be in pain for the rest of his life!
B is his current wife who did return to him and about whom he has nothing but praises to sing. Robb writes:-
Hi Jan
About 1 year after my accident, we had moved into this little bungalow and were busy trying to put our marriage back together again – I think I had told you that B had already left me before I had the accident.
B says that in those months I was terribly depressed and would spend my days just sitting staring out of the window. My only memories of the first 18 months are that depression is a cold, damp, dark, lonely place. That, and this experience.
I was on a waiting list for the first surgery, and was suffering much more than I do these days (is that possible?).
My late father used to smoke a pipe. He smoked a private blend that was made for him by Philips Central Cellars in Harare and had a distinct smell – one of vanilla ice-cream with a touch of deep coffee – I will never forget that smell.
Anyway, about a year into the depression, I woke in the early hours one morning, and sensed someone sitting on the bed. Then I smelt the tobacco – unmistakable – my father’s.
Then I became aware of a hand – strong, yet caring – patting my thigh.
And the unmistakable sound of my father’s voice. “It’ll be alright son. It’ll be fine.”
I didn’t say a word to B for years because I was petrified that she would think I was losing it!
Mate, just typing these lines brings tears to my eyes because I miss him dreadfully. But I have found out that it’s not just me and Mum that he has visited, but I am not at liberty to elaborate more – until I check with the family members concerned.
Pull the bones out of that!
Best rgds
RE
[Hi Robb,
This is fascinating stuff. Esoteric stuff always fascinated me, and that fascination started when we wer in high school – but I never dared really tell others about it from fear that they’d all think I was crazy. Now I’m old enough not to care what people think!!
I was fascinated by mediums, life after death, aliens – you name it. If it was weird, I was in love with it.
I started out with an interest first of all in life after death. Then later, when I heard about UFOs, I wondered if aliens had anything to say about life after death! If there’s an advanced science out there, more advanced than ours, do they know if there is life after death and do they have any proof that God exists?
My interest in the supernatural really revolved around Life After Death and God.
I thought Dr Raymond Moody’s books on Near Death Experiences was awesome stuff.
But I’m also a believer in science. If Life After Death is real, or if God exists, there must be a way of tackling that problem.
I was sitting back and thinking what a fool I was not to discuss an “experiment with death” with Richard before he passed away. Some of my passion for the esoteric and life after death was passed on to Richard. I discussed these things at great length with him many years back and we were both convinced that death was not the end of the line.
I have never yet had an experience that truly mystified me. At one point, I was extremely fascinated with Out of Body Experiences. If the spirit is real, and if there are people who know how to get the spirit to leave the body at will – now that would be amazing. I was very fascinated by OBEs and experimented with that on and off for years with no real success.
An OBE would be an awesome way to prove the existence of a soul and to prove that there is something “of the spirit” inside of your physical body.
I once met another Rhodesian who told me that when he was young and “pure” (hehehe – apparently this is one of the prerequisites – and might explain why I have never succeeded!)… that he had actually managed some successful Out of Body experiences himself.
He told me two stories which were pretty awesome.
The problem is, carrying out an actual scientific experiment, where you conduct a true test to see if a person can leave their body, go somewhere and see something.
I’m not referring to Remote Viewing. In theory, if the spirit is real and can travel, you should be able to take it far away to strange places to see things and to report back on them.
I am a firm believer, that at some point, there must be a methodical way of determining the existence of spiritual things. In the same way that there are laws of gravity, so too, must there be laws governing many other unseen things.
We are surrounded by unseen things. Radio waves and microwaves travel through our bodies and the walls around us all the time. Yet, we see and feel nothing. So why shouldn’t there be other subtle things which we cannot see which are invisible and yet attached in some way to our physical bodies?
If the realm of the spirit exists… there must be a way of dealing with it – of communicating with it, or seeing it, or interacting with it, via special devices. Ditto for parallel universes or for other dimensions.
As for God, I’m a firm believer that the way to discovering God, or the spirit realm would also involve mathematics and mathematical theory.
Its too bad people don’t bother conducting better experiments. I find it hard to believe that such things should remain in the realm of superstition. Ultimately, all things in the universe interact with each other, and spirit bodies must also interact with the physical universe we know in much the same way as radio waves do. So such things should be detectable.
It is great however hearing about your experience with your father and your depression.
The human brain is an amazing thing, and I concur with other statements by you, that it will never be fully understood. I too think it is an amazing organism, and you never know what other capabilities it may have built into it. Jan]