WARNING: This is Version 1 of my old archive, so Photos will NOT work and many links will NOT work. But you can find articles by searching on the Titles. There is a lot of information in this archive. Use the SEARCH BAR at the top right. Prior to December 2012; I was a pro-Christian type of Conservative. I was unaware of the mass of Jewish lies in history, especially the lies regarding WW2 and Hitler. So in here you will find pro-Jewish and pro-Israel material. I was definitely WRONG about the Boeremag and Janusz Walus. They were for real.
Original Post Date: 2010-07-04 Time: 06:00:19 Posted By: Jan
Just some notes.
This last week I was not well. As part of some work on my personal/social side, I’m also trying to face up to an old fear of mine, trying to improve myself as a person and learning a lot in the process. But when you are dealing with your fears its not fun, and it can be quite stressful. I have no doubt that my illness this week is a result of my first attempt at this.
But, I’m going back to face my worst fear…
I am learning a lot, and working heavily on my people skills which is another area that I’m not good at. Being the geeky, nerdy type, one works and works, but you never really get out and about a bit. It is a side of my life that I’ve never bothered with, and now I am allocating a bit of time to that.
Rest assured, WORK and WEBSITES are still going to remain my forte, but I want to work more on also starting to mingle and meet more and more people, and hopefully, one day, some of you might want to meet me.
I am not bothered having ignored parts of my character until now because I feel the time spent learning and gaining a lot of experience in other areas has been well worth while and it pays off, having given me knowledge and experience many don’t get the chance to acquire. However, I want, in the future, to spread more and more of what I’ve learned around and interacting more with people.
We’re all here to improve ourselves, to try to make a difference in this world, and I’d like to do more and more of that.
So I’ve had a bit of a stressful time, but I’m a long-term kind-of-a-guy. I don’t just do things for a minute and then give up. My aims are always long term. I still have a *LOT* of energy, and a lot I want to do.
Many of my school friends are busy winding down their lives and relaxing and some already are feeling decidedly old and over-the-hill; but I feel, I’ve just only started. I have always concluded that I am the kind of person who is a slow starter. I need time to find my feet and to get going… but once I take off… I’m going to far.
Some people have commented on determination. I am determined to get out there and to do things. The websites are a crucial part of that, but it is just the beginning of more.
I have been watching developments in my life and work, and been assessing various the success of it. I am very pleased on the whole with developments.
I don’t even want to mention my work again except to say with each passing day, my confidence grows and grows. I was telling some people that what we’ve already accomplished between January and now is more than anyone else could have done. In terms of software, rolling it out, marketing it across the company… I just fail to see how anyone else could come up with an idea like this, that has ZERO OFFICIAL BACKING… then does it and wins management over to them blast this across a huge company. And remember, every installation, and all these things require budget, money, reassigning of people from other already budgetted/planned official duties. And yet we’re doing it… on an ever increasing scale. Its been a hell of an exercise. And yet, I can’t see it stopping there. In fact, we’ve only just laid the FOUNDATION for something even more awesome. Its nice to have that taste of some extreme success. We all learned a lot out of it, and our trust in each other as a team at work, is growing in leaps and bounds. We’re all working together so much more smoothly on an ever increasing scale.
But I’ve been viewing other things I’ve been doing. Assessing the websites. The importance of the old Predictions experiment is coming home to me. This deserves a website all by itself.
Recently, I’ve been absolutely ECSTATIC with regard to MY TECHNICAL INDICATOR and the STOCK MARKETS. I’m sitting back and even calculating possible final year end profits from my market advice, and I am over the moon. I want to dedciate a whole website to nothing but the Stock Market and my analyses and portfolios.
But there is something I saw with MY TECHNICAL INDICATOR recently that just delighted me utterly. I will get hold of the graphs because I want to show you some things. Finally, after all those struggles doing the calculations to try to get some sort of answer… I had finally cracked it and achieved results that meant something. That is another topic I want to revisit.
I’m busy with lots of admin, tax stuff and general nuisance admin – including preparing for my trip to the USA. But I will be diving into the websites in the coming weeks. I think I’ve done enough on the personal side so that I now can plod along with that at a pace that does not overload me, but also does not impact my work here on the sites with you.
I was very delighted at how well my Mother’s marriage advice was received. It turned out to be one of the most popular articles I ever forwarded to Jeff Rense. Jeff Rense loved it and posted it on his site, and 75% of people were in favour of it! So that tells me some women also liked it. As I sit here I’m looking at a portrait of my late Mum that is in my study. She genuinely tried to help me, and she genuinely tried to be there for other people.
Another friend of mine who looks after his parents, his dad is almost 100 years old; recently suffered the loss of his mum. It was hard for him. He looked after his parents better than anyone I know. Among my friends are really nice men. I’m telling you, I have so many male friends who are extremely intelligent, and really nice human beings towards others, and most of them are pretty experienced and energetic. My friends aren’t cruel. They often care a lot for other people and try to help them. I can’t quite fathom why women aren’t flocking to them to marry them because these guys don’t sit around drinking all day. They get out, they’re active, they work, they are highly intelligent, they’re good company.
One of my friends could be described as a geeky runt of note, but he is a virtual genius. He has the heart of a 1000 lions I tell you. The things he doesn’t do… totally stun me. One day I’ll tell you about him. He is the only true geek among my friends, but he has balls that must weigh tons! I’m so proud of him. He is now in the UK.
This guy who lost his mother and who looks so well after his parents once lived in America and a Liberal American movie star, an attractive woman, fell in love with him! He told me that she was crazy for him until she discovered he wasn’t liberal. But he told me she was nuts for him. He now lives in another country.
I see that in America, Obama’s “We can” has turned into “We can’t”. And to some degree, Obama is being moderated quite a bit. The deceptive nature of Western Liberals is coming home to me more and more, and I’m starting to understand the logic better. It is becoming incredibly fascinating.
I am so annoyed with the database problems at my web hosting company. It really has made me cross. This means I will have to think more carefully about splitting my websites across more than one platform. It will require some work on my part to still fix a few other things.
But on the whole, I’m feeling quite happy.
I had a really hard time after my mother died, and my family, apart from my one niece and one nephew; were no help. My brother and sister both tried to shunt me around. Other people I relied on also annoyed me. But now I see that standing my ground has resulted in benefits. Some of my relations with these people have improved.
Life is tough but I see all my friends trying hard. I also watch my friends doing their bit for the cause – and I urge you to also spread the word among your friends and family.
DON’T GIVE UP.
The first lesson of warfare is: KNOW YOUR ENEMY.
And that’s what we’ll be studying here on AfricanCrisis.
The economic side of our lives is also an area we will delve more and more into.
Let me go off and post some other news commentary.