[I thought I’d update people on what I’m trying to do inbetween other things. A while back after having that chat for over an hour with President PW Botha, I got a call from his very energetic and lively wife – Barbara. They were very impressed with the results of my impromptu notes which I had written up. She suggested to me that I write a book about her husband!

I was delighted and honoured. I can’t tell you how much it delights me that PW Botha himself appreciates my writing. I can’t imagine a higher compliment than one coming from someone who himself has such a lifetime of achievement behind him.

But as one of my Afrikaner friends, Philip said to me, “That’s what you wanted! Now get going… write…”

I’m always lecturing people (PW style? Do I wag my finger too? I’m full of it… that’s all I know… opinionated bastard that I am!)… I’m always reminding people about the value of “the historical record” and how absolutely CRUCIAL it is to write things down.

I’m a bloody freak you know. But I think I’ve become this writing maniac, after watching all these bastards and scum from the political left LYING ABOUT HISTORY so much. The bloody bastards! So knowing the nature of these pathalogical liars… entire political systems composed of nothing but liars and spin doctors… who will lie at the drop of a hat about every bloody thing imaginable… I am becoming this freak who runs around telling everyone I meet “write it down! WRITE IT DOWN!” … while we can… because before you know it, these bastards are busy lying to the next generation and the generation after that… and we must prevent that. We must give the next generation the ammo it needs.

I’m so paranoid about everything now and I am starting to realise more and more the extreme value of recording things people have seen and experienced. I am trying to see to it that important things which are told to me, are written up, put on my website and then spread around – EXACTLY AS IT WAS TOLD TO ME. I don’t want things hidden in closets and attics only to be forgotten. I want it out there. I want people outside Africa to see it too.

At first Barbara had suggested that I visit them and interview him. But if one packs a lot into a visit, one can only do so much while tiring everyone out. I still intend visiting them to meet them first hand – I very much want to.

But in the meantime I will be writing up questions for Mr Botha, and I will arrange for him to phone me (ex-Presidents get free phone calls!) … and then I want to tape all our conversations. I want to build up a good many hours of discussions with Mr Botha. I will see what I can do to get them into digital format too. And then I can extract things from our chats, and publish it on the site and spread it around.

I will also look at compiling an eBook, of all the things I write relating to Mr Botha, so that people can get a “compendium” of all this.

It is really a great chance for Mr Big-Mouth Historical Record to actually “do my bit” for history, by recording first hand things which Mr Botha says. After a career of over 50 years in politics… and in positions of power, he saw much, took part in much and can give insight into people, personalities, happenings, etc. For me, this is very valuable. We must preserve things from our history. I also want to get deeper insights from him about our FRIENDS and also about our ENEMIES! It would be completely foolish to let such information go by.

I just wanted people to know what I am going to do, and how I will do it, and as with all things I do, the aim is to get the important information out to people there.

If people have particular questions or topics they’d like me to broach with Mr Botha, then drop me a line. I’m also thinking of where to start. The things I’d like to try to angle in initially are in the things which others may not have written about. I’d like to find the UNSAID things… the untold stories… I also want to try to get information and thoughts from him not only about the distant past but also about the future and the way forward.

I have plenty of questions I want to ask him about our enemies and our friends, who they are and how they work, and what we knew about them.

I noticed the other day, a book about soldiers from South Africa who fought in the border war and Angola… lamenting that many men did not really support the system of the day. As I have said, I too was not too enarmoured with the country when I arrived here… rather reluctantly. Now that you people have yourselves lived through the whole guilt syndrome, now you can understand how *I* felt in the 1980’s myself. I was in this country, watching events, and having no inclination to be a part of it – feeling all was lost and the ANC and communists would win anyway – so what’s the point? I was a defeatist.

It took me many years to “find myself”… and to clarify the spiritual issues which raged through my soul. Now my mind is clear. I feel happy that the path forward is now clear – in my mind – though making that actually HAPPEN, is going to be a mission and a half.

I’m like an investigator at the scene of an aircraft crash. Picking through the rubble of our lives and our political systems, and what our politicians, soldiers and strategists tried to do. I’m looking at the rubble, and its starting to make sense in my mind.

What I want to know for myself, and which I intend passing on, are the results of the Post-Mortem. What did we do RIGHT, and what did we do WRONG, and how could we improve in the future? It is stupid to say we did everything wrong. It is even worse to say that because we lost we were wrong. The good guys have lost many wars. Good guys don’t always win. And losing a war is not the end either… if there is a spirit which connects the people. If that spirit is not broken… then those people will live on. Robert Mugabe in one speech said that the Rhodesians “never accepted their defeat”.

I see for example, I gave too much credit to the communists. The communists are actually bigger idiots than I thought. I never knew what a bunch of back-stabbing bastards the liberals were. I never realised how much they assisted the communists.

This morning Mrs Botha phoned, and during our chat, I told her a story that I saw from the book by (Russian) Colonel Lunev, THROUGH THE EYES OF THE ENEMY. Lunev said that the Russians had helped arm all the Arabs against Israel prior to the 6 day war. Then when Israel flattened them all, the Russian General Staff were quite stunned, but also impressed – with the Israelis! He said many senior Russian officers opined that “they had backed the wrong horse!”

I said to Mrs Botha that the Western world backed the wrong horses in Africa! When the Russians and all these so-called Liberator Jackasses arrived here on the scene in Africa with all their nonsense about Colonialism, whites, Marx, etc… the Liberal pricks in the CIA, US & British Govts then went into the defeatist and alarmist mode, and they WROTE OFF ALL US WHITES… and no doubt looked at the numbers and demographics, and reckoned we were just FINISHED and the blacks would steam roll us all. So instead of just giving us moral support and letting us fight on by ourselves… the “genuises” in the CIA decided to help finish us off ASAP so that the blacks would not be too angry with them and would still be talking to Washington/London afterwards!

In so doing, they prevented us whites in Africa from truly getting a chance to truly show what we are made of. Even so… despite sanctions, attacks from the world, etc… the Portuguese, Rhodesians, South West Africans and South Africans all went down only after much fighting. But… keep in mind… our battles never came to the point of actual military defeat. Even the Portuguese were never actually DEFEATED on the battlefield! Keep this in mind. We never actually lost militarily. This is a very important fact.

It was the USA and Western world who were throwing their hands up in despair. It wasn’t US in Africa who were in surrender mode. Surrender mode was forced on us when all our supposed “friends” in the Western world knifed us in the back and threatened us and hurt us in as many ways they could, short of actually attacking us.

However… what happened to us wasn’t all bad.

Firstly, I am thoroughly enjoying watching the blacks rebelling against the Secret Neo-Colonialism of the CIA & MI6. In this sense, I wish Robert Mugabe the best of luck. I hope that Robert Mugabe does help to set the scene for Africa as a whole to show the finger to the USA and the Western world. It will delight me. The more Chinese come here… the better. I hope that all the CIA and MI6 projects come to a miserable end. Just like the Russians, all the defeatists in the CIA BACKED THE WRONG HORSE. They backed a dead horse! There is no life in that horse of theirs, and its just costing them more and more money and buying them less and less. I love it. They deserve it so much! Our enemies are now screwing them! Its beautiful.

Secondly, our enemies may have chased 1 million(43)+ out of Africa… but they also forced the rest to all congregate here in South Africa. As I pointed out in my chapter in Government by Deception, “The Whites’ Last Stand” – CONCENTRATION is the best thing you can do militarily. Now Rhodesians live here among White South Africans. They chased us out of the rest of Africa, but here we are. And the 1 million(43)+ who have spread across the world are themselves also a potentially powerful extension of ourselves and they can play a crucial role in the future. So maybe we should thank our enemies for bringing us all together. How kind of them!

The Liberals and Commies wrote us whites all off as dead on DAY ONE! And yet, when I look at our enemies and how much money and secret support they need from the CIA to survive, I chuckle. Think about it. President Mbeki and the ANC are very much on permanent LIFE SUPPORT from the CIA and the Western world. Imagine, if it weren’t for all this life support and billions of Rands, just how dead this country would have been by now. Even so… it is going to be interesting to see how this country is by 2010. Maybe this fricking horse is in such a bad state that not even the CIA can continue bailing it out ad infinitum. Maybe even the CIA’s stupidity has its budgetary limitations!

So to be honest with you I’m having a good laugh watching all those defeatists in the Western world who ended up backing the dead horses of Black Liberation.

Wait… the Doctor has an announcement to make, “Yes, I am sorry to say that Black Africa’s Post-Colonial Governments are BRAIN DEAD!” Yes… its true… they said chasing the whites out “would solve the problems”… but now there are even MORE problems… too many in fact… and nobody knows how to solve them. Entire Governments of fools go about declaring that problems will be solved, and yet, things just get worse.

Take that prime Jackass, Charles Nquakula, who said people can complain about crime until they’re blue in the face or they can leave the country. He and Mbeki… have both given us their official views that “serious crime in this country has been decreasing for years”. So now with 19 Policemen shot dead in 6 months (as opposed to 23 Policemen shot dead in 2005 as a whole)… they actually say that “yes crime is serious”. Even the most idiotic citizen in South Africa knew that crime was getting worse… but somehow that lying (crime-loving) Government of ours was pretending that it wasn’t so. But now it is so obvious that even that liar, Nquakula had to admit it in public.

I laughed my ass off too when they stated that “the public must help the Govt to fight crime” because the Govt can’t do that!! How ridiculous. Governments have been taking care of crime for THOUSANDS OF YEARS, and yet in 2006, with computers and high tech forensic science, the ANC wants to claim that they “can’t” fight crime. Oh really? Can one actually be so stupid as to believe such garbage? It would be too easy to say that the ANC are stupid. I don’t believe for one second that they truly are that dense. They know very well what is going on in this country. Its just that they don’t WANT to solve the crime problem because its working for them – it is driving white people out of this country. That’s why the ANC has ZERO intention of actually SOLVING the crime problem. The ANC has as little intention of solving CRIME in South Africa as it has of getting rid of Robert Mugabe. Don’t FOOL YOURSELF about these things.

Let me save you a lot of anguish by stating openly what the ANC is too cowardly to state out of fear of showing the world their true colours. I will bet you it is OFFICIAL ANC POLICY (from behind closed doors) to:-
1) NOT solve the crime problem (because it drives whites out).
2) Keep Robert Mugabe in power.
3) NOT distribute ARVS to HIV positive people.

But returning to the CIA and Africa’s Liberation…

Meanwhile… after 50 years of incessant “African Liberation” and war from one end of the continent to the other… you know what… here we whites are. We’re still NOT FINISHED OFF. But our enemies who “won” are sitting around… surrounded by ruins and wreckage. Every single country they got is now a COMPLETE RUIN.

It is as if God has *CURSED* our enemies, and everything they stole from us rotted and broke in their hands, and yet, we are still alive and kicking. It makes me smile. The CIA and MI6 backed the wrong horse! Assholes! Jan]